Almost Time

Well, I've been at my parents for about 6 weeks now, and I have to fly back to Virginia on monday. It totally sucks. I know Zoe is totally going to miss her papa, and definitly her grandma, she's been there since Zo was born... It's scary to think I'm taking her home by myself. Not to mention leave her with a stranger for 6 hours while I have to go to work. Well, not a complete stranger, I know her but Zoe sure doesn't. My sister and brother are up to see her, it's so great. I missed them.
With my sister it's kinda different now. It was ironic because in the car today she was saying something about how her sister in law was being dumb and getting in the middle of 2 other peoples relationship (her husband and his estranged daughter) and pretty much not minding her own buisness. Well the irony is that the reason we arn't close anymore is because she shoved her way into my husband (now ex) and my relationship, listened to him prattle and lie and then turned on me without asking if any of it was true. Not to mention alot of negitivity towards me being pregnant, I think she's slightly jealous of that. She says she doesn't want kids but I think as she's getting older maybe she does. Dan won't give him to her though even if she decided she did want them. But he's an ass like that, a whole other story.
Now that Zoe's in my world and I'm moving on from Joey, I want to start dating. I don't like being single, I miss having someone to argue with and cuddle with. I've already met 3 amazing guys, it's going to be hard to choose I think.